addicted..huh~

salam alll.. :)

xde ape yg nk dieperkatakan..sbb masih dlm bln exam yg mcm tonggang terbalik..
tp..dlm2 terbalik pn, aku dok layan lg bnde2 yg ntah ape2..
hehe.. skang dok addicted kt E-NOVEL!! hahahah..
masuk alam jiwang2.. :P not so..
tp aku sanggup nk abeskn blog2 e-novel compare to read all medical books..
hahah.. sian buku2 aku yg bterabur disana sini.. agak kejam..
doakn supaya aku cepat2 insaf.. :(

ngee :D nk block pn xley..sbb xsmpi hati.. xpe2..
studi2.. :P

bila terasa rindu

Apa agaknya khabarmu di sana?
Di sini ku sedang dibelenggu rindu
Beginikah rasa seksa perpisahan
Sungguh anehnya hidup berasingan

Hati terasa bagai tertinggal di situ
Meskipun tubuh dah jauh beribu batu
Sesaat seperti tahun lamanya
Semasa kau tiada
Apa yang terdaya…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Jauh sekali hidup di sini berbeza
Beribu kali lagi ku selesa di sana
Tak sabar menantikan detik kepulangan
Namun hingga itu
Apa yang termampu…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Terlintas di fikiran untuk meminggirkan saja Semua pencarian di sini Tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan Bekalan andainya hari sukar mencabar

Final dtg lagi...

assalamualaikum!!

hehe.. lama nye x jenguk cni... nak kata bz, tu kinda la.. ngee =D
final just around the corner.. bru lepas 2 practical exams, mr parasitology and mr microbilogy..
2 more to go for practical..

nk ckp, exam microb susah gileee... huaaa =(( hope miracle happen.. haha
mne tau doc salah pndang jwpn aku ke.. aku rse lg byk pki instinct+ membantai dr berpikir!!
hahaha.. aduhai la nurul.. sabo je la..

mcm2.. bile final je.. mule la sume nk wat perangai pelik2.. dh tulak exam lama gile!
start 6 MEI till 7 JULY!! jgn muntah..sabar2..
lg geram, thn ni univ aku paling lmbt habis final compare to another univ here..
sll univ kitorg akn habis dlu..apedaa tuka2 jadual..
so this year kitorg akn meraikan kwn2 lain dlu abes exam.. dorg dh bsuka ria, kitorg kne ngadap buku lg.. huhuhu..
xpelah.. ni time dorg lak..sbb dh 2 thn asek kitorg je abes dlu.. kasi chance la.. hehe
thn ni silibus berat +byk +hard core.. so pndai2 la..

utk cik nurul:: studi ok!! hahaha..sile bg smgt utk diri sdiri.. nk balek mesia x?? NAK!! NAK!! NAK!! hahaha...
[sambil memandang sayu envelope Venus Tour yg dikepit kat lampu meja studi ku..lalala~]

21 july, wait for me k.. :)

kuiz yg happening :)

ARE U A GOOD GURLFREN?

the answer is...

XCELLENT..

You're a really loving, and caring person towards your BF/GF. You really do care for them, and you love them unconditionally. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Because you'll always treat them with love, and care. ;D

[hahaha.. sweet je.. btol ke aku mcm tu?? caring tu ofkos la kn..erm.. yelah kot? no comment :P treat org ala2 nk jd doc yg bjaya..hehe]

HOW MUCH CAN U LOVE SOMEONE?

the answer is...

> 37 DEGREES

you believe in"loving with eyes closed and with a heart open" thus you r crazy unconditional lover

[hahah..oklah tu, more than 37deg :P crazy unconditional lover tu..erm.. ape2 hal pn ikot gak la.. tak sangka aku nih..diam2 ubi berisi.. jgn aku diam tp berisi sudah.. mntk dijauhkn.. hahah]

HOW MANY KIDS SHOULD U HAVE?

the answer is...

TWO OR THREE

You have a big enough heart to let two or three children into your life. You would be a loving parent to your children as long as there were only a few of them running around. No need to get crazy and repopulate the entire planet on your own.

[2 or 3?? hehe..aku nih advance kdg2 wt kuiz cam gini.. lalala~ nway, nk 5 act..hahahaha.. tamak mode :P xkisah pn ape2 asl bkualiti sudah~ hish..planning ni..btol2 in advance.. makkk tlg uroi..hahaha]

WHAT IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER?

the answer is..

3
Your lucky number is 3! The number 3 is going to be very lucky for you in the next few weeks!....watch out for anything related with the number 3!.....Good Luck!

[erm..xpenah suke pn num 3.. tp yg aku ingt, ms form 5 akn masuk 4x100 n 4x400 dua2 dpt num 3..aiseyhmen.. :P]

WHAT IS THE FORST LETTER OR YOUR SOULMATE?

the answer is..

Your soulmate's name starts with a G!

[hahahah.. jiji?? ] erm.. GG.. :P

WHO IS YOUR SOULMATE?

the answer is...

Someone Who is Caring!!

You belong with someone who is caring and always there for you. They ask you how your day was and show concern for you.

[whos dat guy?? :)]

WHAT DO PEOPLE THNK OF U AT FIRST SIGHT?

the result is..

cute..hahahaha

[erm :P kiut? org sll kate aku sombong laa klu 1st impression, tp lama2 kenal kiut la..hahahah masuk bakul picit punat lif~~]

WHAT 1 WORD DESCRIBE U?

the answer is..

Clumsy
You're CLUMSY!! You drop things, trip on things, and make many mistakes!

WHEN WILL U GET MARRIED?

the answer is...

Any year now!!!
your big days almost here!!!

[haha..apekah petanda ini? gud sign? or "gatal" sign?? hahaha..not so soon.. 25 oke x? hahaha..]

ni saje bosan2 boring2 mmg xde kje nk wat..dok merapu meraban bersama2 kuiz kat fb..erkk.. kuiz kat univ malas nk wat, tp kuiz fb volunteer je nk wat byk2.. hehe.. insaflah wahai uroi :P

you belong with me..

You're on the phone with your girlfriend

She's upset.

She's going off about something that you said'

Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do...

I'm in the roomIt's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts

I wear T-shirtsShe's cheer captain

And I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up

And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that

I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see

You belong with me

You belong with me

Walk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself

Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say your fine

I know you better than that

Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain and

I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up

And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that

I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know

Baby...

You belong with me

You belong with me

Oh'

I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

I think I know where you belong

I think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that

I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you see

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time

How could you not know

Baby you belong with me

You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me?

unpredictable..

hye!!

erm..sem dh stat almost 1 week..
gudbye 2 holiday.. :P
after dis dh xde holiday ok??
prepare for ur next final, mayb start on april till june as usual..
but act i've do nothing..hehe..so much things to do..nk catch up subject yg lemah..nk mhapal all the subjects.. nk cri balek smgt yg dh ttggl kt puncak gunung musa? nk heal homesick.. huhu.. result exam yg dirasakn mcm hampagas vakum.. tp mmg xde hati nk sedih2..hehe.. coz i noe what i've done in exam.. main2 erk nurul!! nk kene rotan ni.. somebody tlg tgk2kn cik nurul ni..die makin nakal..haha.. kuiz xstat lg..boleh la nk main2..klu kuiz dh stat..lipas kudung pn xley lawan la..

lately rs mcm tingtong sket..sbb..makin2 nakal..hahaha.. but im searching for another one third of my spirit..i can do it!! ofkos la..:) bak kate mahfuzah, aku ni unpredictable..haha.. nmpk mcm tu, but yg jd lain..kejap rse mcm nk mrh, balek2 jap lg burst gelak kuat2..haha.. tp, now dh rse mcm dpt balek my old nurul :) hepi go lucky..

jp lg ade lab pharma comp..pg ni lak pening2 coz xtau nk wat ape..hahaha..esok jumaat? cuti!! tp ade tusyen pharma dgn doc shair..mintak2 doc xtanye marks..haha..klu tanye alamat nyorok bwh kerusi la masing2..hehe..sile tunjukkn gigi masing2 kt doc..:P peace..

to my sis, akak..congrates coz u'd got new post at hicom :) kn uroi da ckp..everything happend for a very gud reason.. dont be so sad, coz u noe there is a rainbow bhind it..rite? so, nxt week stat keje kn tmpat baru!! tahniah2.. tuk ct lak..jgn penat2 with ur job k..sabar byk2.. melayan kerenah pekerja2 kat site..hehe.. i'm alwaiz be beside u dear.. :) tuk nuin.. ermm.. so much improvement, i think..go go gurl!! i knoe u can do better than me in spm!! uroi tggu ang kt egypt k?? do ur best, jgn nakal2... tuk iya, uroi miss u soo much syg..:) sehat2 sll..tggu uroi balek mesia dis year? kite g jln2 k?

to my mum n dad..smoga sehat2 sll..abh kena jg mkn..sbb xsehat sgt tu..:) mak abah, i miss both of u so much!! lama xdgr mak bebel..tp klu skali call, bebel jugak..hahaha.. uroi dgr ckp mak n abah..studi, jgn byk pk..jgn sedih2..jimat2.. blk bln 7..promise :)

to my frens yg xsehat..jg kechtan elok2.. :)

Holiday ku bersama bdk2 joden yg happening!!

**sume yg join trip luxor-aswan

**gaya org gado_majuk_putus chenta

**milik siapah mereka ini..lalalalaa~~

** three "emosi" gurl.. "sms" club?? single mingle.. hahaha..

**besaunye tapak kasut org arab..aku tcabar..hehe

**oppss...ayokkk...die buat awek tu nangis..lalalala~~ gile jd lakonan ku..

**kt pantai alex..laut mediteranean

**di kaki piramid..

**lalalaa~~

**housemate ku...

**bestfren ku, yg jauh dimata..tp dekat di hati..luv u!!

**say cheese... :D

**ehem2.. :P

**nk kemana tu? hrmmm??

** sume bdk2 trip ke giza!!

**unta yg comel..kitorg yg gayat.. asek2 "arrgghhh!!!!" bdk laki bengang je..tggi laaaa

**here we are..nurul, didi, azah n mahfuzah!!

**miss u dear

** club sms..hahaha

**kite je yg bkn ikan salai kt sini..hehehe

**hobi azah ialah..wat self timer..hahaha

**which 1 is mine??

**ala2 psycho yg kiut?? agagaga

**sejuk..kt puncak gunung musa

**sume dh edema..blushing..sejuk erkkk

** didi snap ape ni?? hahahah

errmm...
tak sedar..masa kejap je bjalan..

29 jan 2009 bdk2 joden ni dtg, mahfuzah (besfren aku), azah and dee (didi)..

dorg smpi cairo dlm kol 3ptg kot..aku dok nunggu sorg2 kat epot..

dh la hari tu..mrupakan hari bsejarah aku..hahaha..but forgot it..

hari 1st, 29 jan kitorg g book fair, antara yg kedua tbesar didunia..

then esoknya 30 jan kitorg pusing2 sekitar umah aku, dptlah shopping kat City Stars, Genina Mall..beli2 baju, buang2 duit..balek2 penat..hahah..

31 jan lak kitorg jln kat Giza..pegi Piramid, Spinx, Masjid Imam Syafie'..then mane lg erk? lupe sudah..ptg tu, aku terus g beli tiket g alexandria dgn cik fatie yg kiut..:P

1 feb kitorg g alex smp 3 feb..kat alex kitorg jumpe sume ex-integomb.. kp (ket pengawas belanje kitorg mkn!!! kt rest indonesia..) tq ye en anip kp..hahaha..kt alex kitorg melawat kubu egypt, montaza, library iskandariah..n so on..:P

3feb ptg, kitorg smpi cairo balek then mlm tu terus siap2 nk gi luxor-aswan..4hari 3 mlm.. errmmm..agak penat..tp sgt best!! kt luxor-aswan, kitorg naik nile cruise 3 mlm..then melawat temple2 yg ade kt egypt..so romantik..sbb..mlm2 naik cruise tgk bulan.. kebetlan azah n didi ade mslh emosi sama dgn aku..lagi laa...layan seyhhh...mahfuzah tsepit mlayan karenah org emosi..hahaha..sori ek my dear..:P tpakse melayan aku kejaps..

then lepas balek luxor-aswan, esoknye kitorg g sinai!! 4 org je..kt sinai kitorg mlawat banda saint katherine, bmlm kt situ..tgk lembu samiri, mkam2 nabi saleh n nabi harun..then panjat gunung musa..catat rekod!! 3 jam je..:P kire cpt jugak la..coz last year aku naik 4 jam kot.. kt atas tu unye la sejuk!! smpi kene sewa selimut bulu2.. pastu gi Dahab, shopping2 lg n bmalam kt ctu..gi Sharm el-Sheikh..tgk mat salleh mcm ikan salai..hahaha..

then balek cairo..esoknya aku bwk bdk2 joden ni gi majlis graduasi senior2 aku yg dh abes studi..then g ct stars lg..mlm mkn kt chiken tika..dorg smbut besday aku n didi!! thanks a lot tuk bdk2 umah aku, azah n mahfuzah :) luv u all so much :)

td baru anta dorg g epot..2 mggu cuti aku terisi oleh dorg..nnt aku mest rindu korg..eringa azah ckp..klu kitorg boleh..nurul mst boleh..jgn sedih2..hahah..aku mmg sedih gile td time anta dorg..syahdu je..ape2 pn..aku saaaayannggggggg korg sume.. :P muahhhh

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

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Mengapa kau sanggup meninggalkan diriku

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Kau berjanji akulah kekasihmu

Sanggupku singkirkan semua cerita yang lalu

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Kata perpisahan yang kau pinta

~korus~

Biarkanlah

Biarkan aku hidup sendirian

Tak ingin ku mengenangkan kisah lama

Biarkanlah

Biarkan aku hidup sendirian

Kerana hati ini telah dilukai

hehehe..

best lgu ni..time2 sentimentel..

makin2 mentel aku dibuatnye dgr lagu ni..

hahahaha..

adoii..ermm.. nothing to say but..

just pray myself to be more stronger..than b4..

nk kemas umah pn dh xlarat..

asek geram kemas umah..geram je kemas umah..

tp xdelak uma aku btukar jd castle..

ekekeke...sabo je lahh..

nak balek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

makkkk...uwaaaa :((

uroi ingt jnji uroi kt suma..

:P

wait for me..n u too..

winter break..

owh..finally abes dh mid term aku..
huhuhu... gudlck ye sume kwn2..
ermm..

esok bestfren aku dr jordan nk dtg!!!
hehehe.. meronggeng sakan la cuti kali ni..
sume sbb nk bwk die jln2 punye psl..
ikot plan kitorg nk g luxor-aswan, 4hari 3 mlm..
gi sinai, 3hari 2 mlm..
g alexandria..xtau bape hari..mayb lebih sehari..
pusing2 cairo lg..
ermmm..

mcm penat je..tp xpe..release tensyen..
ms exam ari tu tensyen2 sket.. :(
huhuhu..seb bek sume pn ok.. :P
ermm..pray for me ya!!

bile geram??

ermm..bile geram..
aku wat ape??
dlu2 aku ske tdo..sbb bile tdo dh xpk ape..
tp kdg2 masuk gak dlm mimpi..
tp skang dh tuka..
bile tensyen je..
sile kemas umah..xkisah la..dapo ke..
ruang tamu ke..toilet ke..bilik ke..
hehehe...
tp bile xtahan..
g toilet, nangis puas2..
hehehehe..

mcm2..
really miss my family..so much..

mid term!!!

yuhuuu..
salam..
td abes paper mid tuk subjek pathology..
huhuhuhu..
xtau nk kate..tp, ade 1 case tu, aku tau sakit die ape..
tp, aku lupe nama penyakit die..
adehhh..
tp nk wat cane..xpe la..
yg lawaknye..
ape ntah aku merapu td..
hikhikhik..die soh enumerate another tumor yg sama jenis..
aku men hentam je ntah ape2 pnyakit..
huhu..ermm..pray for me..

lirik lagu!!!!
again- lenny kravitz...

suke sgt..jom2..

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down.
Until you cried... never

At every time,
I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen, without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

MERCY Msia Team di Cairo..

salam..

semalam 3 Jan kitorg, aku dgn bdk2 umah ni pegi Msian Hall di Abbasiya,Cairo..
kebetulan after serangan airstrikes oleh Israeli ke atas Gaza..Mercy dtg utk tolong..
so, kitorg ade sesi talk dgn presdnt Mercy, Datuk Dr Jemilah Mahmood..

team tu dtg dgn group medical sergeon n logistic personnel.. pastu dorg akn ke egyptian border town of Rafah..seronok dgr talk tu..dpt gak input psl mercy buat time disaster yg jd kat mane2 negara, cth acheh..

skali sekala pikir, bkn sng nk jd volunteer, kerja mcm tu.. tp, klu Allah nk mudahkn kerja kita..semuanya pn kite boleh buat..

teringat ade seorg student dr batch aku tanye dr jemilah, mcm mne die manage time between family, children and work??

dr jamilah jwb.."the most important thing is marry the rite man.." hahaha..sume students pn gelak..yelah.klu husband die xphm, mcm mne keje die nk g sluruh dunia..n kerja jgak agak merbahaya.. bkn je tmpt2 yg ade bencana alam, tp, tmpt2 peperangan pn kene g.. n smgt dlm diri tu kene kuat..
cayalah dr jemilah..:P

hepi new year!!

assalamualaikum..
sedar xsedar dh masuk thn baru..
dh 2thn lebih aku dok kt egypt ni..
dh 2 thn lebih bergelar medic student..
dgn kwn2 baru..kehidupan baru..kehidupan yg lebih mcabar dr thn2 sblm ni..
dh masuk 3rd year student pn..
byk bnda dlm diri aku dh berubah..
ade +ve ade -ve..

selamat tggl thn 2007..sgt byk kenangan pahit yg aku lalui..
bila masa kali kedua dlm idup aku rs jatuh...btol2 tsungkur..lepas thn 2006..
dgn kekuatan yg ada..aku bgn semula..
tp dlm pahit2 pn aku masih boleh tersenyum..
semoga allah kekalkn kekuatan yg ada skrg..
suka duka..semua pn byk mngajar erti kehidupan..
thanks utk yg byk bg dorongan n nachat.. dorongan tuk lg kuat hidup di bumi anbia' ni..
hidup sbg seorg - yg kdg2 buatkn aku jd sgt byk memikir..
even hal yg remeh temeh..


i miss my previous life..so much..
hrmmm... xde ayat yg dpt gantikn perasaan tu..
nway..hope dis new year bring me to bright life more than b4..
azam baru..nk wat btol2 tuk 3rd year.. :)
mak abah, kakak, ct, nuin n ya...tggu uroi balek cuti nnt..
miss all of u damn much.. :)
nurul takkn hampakn mak dgn abah lg..

thn ni adalah 1 cabaran???!!
ofkos aku akn sahut cabaran tu..:)
slmt dtg thn 2009...............